My arms hurt so I won’t type long. My arms hurt so much they are keeping me awake. The Impact class was hard.
I’m having gigantic feelings. I know I am hard to be nice to. I know I am hard to accommodate. I need more specific accommodation than average. I’m picky and sensitive and I have a lot of hot buttons. I know it isn’t reasonable. I know I don’t get to ask people to change in order to be nicer to me.
I feel like I’m heading into a phase where I should just stay home. I’m not capable of communicating my boundaries in useful, effective ways so I should shut the fuck up and just stay away from people. I’m broken.
If you poke me I will respond with hostility, anger, and possibly hatred. I don’t know how to undo that.