(This is getting so hard. I feel so little hope.)
49- Brekkie: rice Chex, almond milk, turkey bacon, black tea, raw milk, sugar
Lunch: turkey soup, gf bread roll, peppermint tea
Dinner: turkey, Brussels sprouts, mashed potatoes, I think juice.
4am: big cloud of green poop, entirely soft
1:30pm: log of greenish but mostly brown, hard to wipe up–sticky
50- Brekkie: gf pancakes, blueberries, maple syrup, turkey bacon, tea, raw milk, sugar
Lunch: gf roll, turkey soup, grape juice, I had a Pepsi and one meringue cookie before I had the brilliant thought “meringue= egg”. Fuck. (It was hella good though.)
Dinner: lemon rice, carrots, kale, garbanzo beans, onions, garlic, tomato, coconut milk, xanthum gum, ginger, cilantro, cayenne pepper, turmeric, galangel, probably more spices
1:30pm: small brown logs (multiple)
8pm: many small green pieces
51- Brekkie: fried potatoes, bacon, gf roll, peppermint tea, ginger ale
Lunch: gf/dairy free apple pie
Dinner: white rice, turkey, ginger ale
7:15pm- completely solid wicked green log.
52- Brekkie: gf roll, mustard, chicken lunch meat, coconut milk yogurt
lunch: rice, turkey, chicken
dinner: gf roll, vegan cream cheese, chicken
5:30am: very solid brown log
2ishpm: lots of small pieces, yellowish brown, very soft, turned to cloud when flushed
6:15pm: small yellow pieces–clearly diarrhea
53-Brekkie: gf pancakes, pork bacon, maple syrup, black tea (with some caffeine) (no milk or sugar)
Rest of day: rice, soy sauce, mustard, chicken, ham. Eaten at intervals during holiday party.
7:15am: completely liquid yellow
8:30am: little squirts of yellow diarrhea
54- NO SOLID FOOD.
I had jello- lemon and berry blue, chicken broth, apple juice, and Sprite. In the evening I took magnesium citrate to cause more diarrhea.
5:15am- yellowish paste-like poop. Lots of air and pushing before stuff could come out.
Starting at 12:30pm I had diarrhea every 30-90 minutes until about 9pm. Then I fell asleep and slept till 2am when I woke up to start the diarrhea over again.
Day 55 is today. I drank chicken broth and Sprite between 2 and 4am. I have used two enemas this morning. My butt hole hurts so bad I want to cry just sitting still.
I’m sure I will eat something later. I may even be good and come back and record it. As of this moment, it sucks to be me. My friend picks me up in a little over half an hour. My appointment is in less than an hour now.
Oh god. Someone is going to touch my anus. This is so bad.