I’m an idiot. This isn’t serious. I’ll get over it. But I’ve been thinking about it for a day now and having feelings and whining to myself and maybe if I type it I will stop fucking whining. (Ha. Ha. Ha.)
I feel whiny as fuck that I regularly try to get Noah to watch movies with me and he won’t but he’s going to go do that with friends while I’m gone.
I’m a baby.
I know this isn’t a big deal. I’m not like… actually jealous but I feel whiny.
I’ll get over it. It’s not a problem. It’s not a bad thing. I don’t want him sitting at home by himself and if this is what he can get together with people to do I get being stuck with a less-than-your-preference activity.
But I still feel whiny that I want to share my cultural references with him so we can talk about them and he really doesn’t care.
So I’m going to be a whiny bitch over here for a while. Hopefully this will be the one and only mention of it.
(I DON’T WANT HIM TO CANCEL. THAT’S NOT MY POINT. I just document all my whiny shit so that in the future I can see that I felt that way.)
(I’m not mad at Pam or A. either. It’s not their fault Noah won’t movies with me.)
Doesn’t help that I feel physically bad.