FEELINGS

I’m an idiot. This isn’t serious. I’ll get over it. But I’ve been thinking about it for a day now and having feelings and whining to myself and maybe if I type it I will stop fucking whining. (Ha. Ha. Ha.)

I feel whiny as fuck that I regularly try to get Noah to watch movies with me and he won’t but he’s going to go do that with friends while I’m gone.

I’m a baby.

I know this isn’t a big deal. I’m not like… actually jealous but I feel whiny.

I’ll get over it. It’s not a problem. It’s not a bad thing. I don’t want him sitting at home by himself and if this is what he can get together with people to do I get being stuck with a less-than-your-preference activity.

But I still feel whiny that I want to share my cultural references with him so we can talk about them and he really doesn’t care.

So I’m going to be a whiny bitch over here for a while. Hopefully this will be the one and only mention of it.

(I DON’T WANT HIM TO CANCEL. THAT’S NOT MY POINT. I just document all my whiny shit so that in the future I can see that I felt that way.)

(I’m not mad at Pam or A. either. It’s not their fault Noah won’t movies with me.)

Just…

feelings.

Doesn’t help that I feel physically bad.

4 thoughts on “FEELINGS

  1. Noah

    You’re in luck. Was already cancelled, and I’m not the one who did. Neither you nor I are responsible, yet it is not occurring.

    Clearly life is awesome 😛

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    1. Krissy Gibbs Post author

      I’m not sure that makes life awesome. I think it is you *agreeing* that bugs me more than you doing it. Cause you getting stuck watching a movie I get. You agreeing to it is harder. 😛

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  2. K

    Today I volunteered B for hard physical labor just to get him out of the house. He’s getting paid w home-cooked meals, so I don’t feel bad about it. But I get the reference. I haven’t been to a non-superhero/Tolkien movie in about 10 years because he just doesn’t care.

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