This is a list Noah agrees with.
I cheated. Then I said I wasn’t sorry. Both were separate levels of hurtful.
I negotiated gloves for all genital contact and then broke that rule like 24 hours later.
I said maybe one person, maybe once a month. Yeah. That lasted less than a week. So many dates. So many people.
I have not been malicious. But I have been ridiculously selfish.
I’m glad he’s going to write me a list of what he feels he is doing wrong. I need to see that. He isn’t into the public exhibition of shame and that’s ok. I’ll see it.