This morning I feel like my skin is paper thin. I’m tired of hashtags. I’m tired of seeing the police murder citizens. I’m tired of unashamed bigotry. This election cycle has been one long series of seeing that many people in my country are foul and mean spirited.
How can you hate an entire group just for not being like you? I don’t understand that.
“Weird” is someone else’s normal. Weird just means you haven’t done it/eaten it/seen it enough times yet. Keep at it. Soon it will be normal.
Does that mean violence is normalized? Too much so.
I feel so tired.
I didn’t rest yesterday after the surgery and I didn’t sleep almost at all the first night. Luckily last night I got more sleep.
I was also able to schedule lunch with a friend (thank you for inviting yourself over!), dinner with my submissive, and I need to respond to an email from a dear old friend.
How can life be so wonderful and so terrible all at the same time?
Today… I need to be more relaxed. I’m probably going to shut my computer. I know that there is a whole world of pain out there. I can only deal with the pain in my nose today. I know I’m shallow. I’m out of bandwidth. My head hurts so much. Oh, I should go take a pain pill. Wheeee. I also need to acquire toilet paper and pancake mix. That’s probably enough to aspire to for today.
I have a Bonus Kid. I may have to take Eldest Child in for a haircut if Noah gets selected for jury duty.
Yeah. That’s enough for today. My heart hurts and I can’t absorb more without ending up hiding behind my bed and crying.
I don’t know how everyone gets up and faces this world every day. It is so fucking sad.