Really angry

I want to cuss everyone in the world out right now. Not necessarily because they deserve it. Because I’m angry. Because I’m fucking sick of everything about me being wrong.

I was fucking born wrong. Needing the kinds of help I have needed in this life has been wrong. My responses to things are wrong.

How dare I talk about feeling suicidal. Other people don’t want to read that shit. Why can’t I be more entertaining.

Why don’t I lay down flatter and take more shit.

Why don’t I conform more.

Why don’t I comply with a smile as if what other people want is just so awesome.

Because fuck you. That’s why.