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Feeling wiggly.

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I’ve been in a mood tonight. I really really want to get laid. Somehow pushing Tom to have sex with me just won’t cut it though. I am so tired of having to push for sex. I want to be fucked, not do the fucking. Am I lazy? Or just wired funky? I don’t know. I just know that I’m really craving sex pretty bad.

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These are stupid, but I get a kick out of them.

LAYER ONE

— Name: various and sundry.
— Birthdate: September 10, 1981
— Birthplace: Panarama City, California
— Current Location: Mountain View, CA
— Eye Color: Brown
— Hair Color: Brown
— Height: 5’5 1/2″ — The 1/2″ counts, damnit!
— Righty or Lefty: Right
— Zodiac Sign: Virgo
— Enneagram: Yeah, what?

LAYER TWO

— Your heritage: My family mostly wants to claim the German blood, but I know there is French, Russian, English, Irish, and Scottish in there and then there is that whole line ancestors we don’t talk about, who knows what they are.
— The shoes you wore today: I have on blue fuzzy slippers, but I’m going to put on tennis shoes as soon as stuff comes out of the oven and go to the gym.
— Your weakness: Today my weakness is food. I’m eating all sorts of horrible for me but oh so tasty stuff this week. Thus the gym.
— Your fears: I’m terrified of ants. They freak me out beyond normal coping skills.
— Your perfect pizza: I really like Canadian Bacon and pineapple.
— Goal you’d like to achieve: To figure out what I am doing finally and finish school and actually get a real job.

LAYER THREE

— Your most overused phrase on Yahoo: I begin sentences with “so” too much.
— Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it?
— Your best physical feature: I don’t know. Different people like different things.
— Your bedtime: Anytime between 9:30 and 2 these days.
— Your most missed memory: What an odd question. I don’t know what memeory I miss.

LAYER FOUR

— Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi Twist
— McDonald’s or Burger King: Mcdonald’s. Fabulous stuff.
— Single or group dates: I go out with groups, but not on group dates. I go on lots of one-on-one dates.
— Adidas or Nike: Neither.
— Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I’m not big on tea
— Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
— Cappuccino or coffee: Yick.

LAYER FIVE

— Smoke: No thank you.
— Cuss: I do waaaay too much of it for my career choice.
— Sing: Badly, but I enjoy it anyway.
— Take a shower everyday: Mostly every day, sometimes I will skip a day.
— Have a crush(es): I have a love, I have a something (fling? relationship?), and I’m still looking at options.
— Do you think you’ve been in love: More than once, I’m lucky.
— Want to go to college: I’ve finished my BA, now I need an MA and a credential.
— Want to get married: Yes.
— Believe in yourself: Sometimes.
— Get motion sickness: Nope, spinning is the best thing in the world.
— Think you’re attractive: Some days I think so. Then I look in a mirror.
— Think you’re a health freak: Not at all. I struggle to try and be healthy.
— Get along with your parents: My father is dead and my mother is crazy.
— Like thunderstorms: Sometimes I like them and sometimes I get scared.
— Play an instrument: No musical talent whatsoever.

LAYER SIX: In the past month…

— Drank alcohol: Too much. 🙂
— Smoked: Nope.
— Done a drug: I have prescription meds that I take only as prescribed that basically get me high.
— Had Sex: Yes I have, but not enough.
— Made Out: Does foreplay count?
— Gone on a date: Yes I have.
— Gone to the mall?: Yup.
— Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I’m not big on Oreos
— Eaten sushi: Never have, never want to.
— Gone skating: I went ice skating, it was amusing.
— Made homemade cookies: Several times, a few hours ago in fact.
— Gone skinny dipping: Too cold.
— Dyed your hair: Not in a few years.
— Stolen anything: Not since I was a little kid.

LAYER SEVEN: Ever…

— Played a game that required removal of clothing: Many times
— If so, was it mixed company: Oh yeah. 🙂
— Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Too often lately.
— Been caught “doing something”: I’ve been caught doing all sorts of things. Some worse than others.
— Been called a tease: I tend to follow through.
— Gotten beaten up: Yup.
— Shoplifted: Yes. 🙁
— Changed who you were to fit in: I tried very hard to pretend that I was conservative and it just didn’t work out.

LAYER EIGHT

— Age you hope to be married: Mid-20’s
— Numbers and Names of Children: Somewhere off in the world of never land I like Shannarah Brittney and Delaney Patrick.
— Describe your dream wedding: Oh I’ve had daydreams a plenty about this one. Who knows how it will end up being, if it happens at all.
— How do you want to die: I want to live through my suicidal urges.
— Where you want to go to college: I’ve finished CSU Hayward and now I’m on to SJSU
— What do you want to be when you grow up: Important to people
— What country would you most like to visit: I have to decide between Ireland and Italy for my next European adventure.

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl…

— Best eye color? I like brown.
— Best hair color? Dark or red.
— Short or long hair: Girls with long hair and boys with short hair.
— Height: I like short girls and medium-tall boys.
— Best weight: I like “average” people to some extra meat. Skinny really isn’t my thing.
— Best articles of clothing: corset. 🙂
— Best first date location: I don’t know.
— Best first kiss locatioion: I like outside, pressed against a tree.

LAYER TEN

— Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
— Number of people I could trust with my life: 2.
— Number of CDs that I own: Close to a hundred?
— Number of piercings: Only the first ear piercings are still around.
— Number of tattoos: None, it hurts.
— Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: A few actually.
— Number of scars on my body: I have a scar on the bottom of my left foot, on my cheek, my eyebrow, my mouth, and several on my arms.
— Number of things in my past that I regret: I regret not pressing charges. How is that for regret?

Killing time.

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Stolen from elsenet because I really don’t want to go clean the bathroom.

Coke or Pepsi?: These days I’m drinking flavored diet whatever but I am traditionally a Pepsi loyalist.
Love or Lust?: I’m in love, and I’m in lust. Both have their place.
TV or movies?: Movies, commercials suck.
Cats or dogs?: Cats
Meal or dessert?: Ice cream.
East coast or west coast?: West, I never want to leave.
Tall or short?: Tall is good.
Football or baseball?: Hmmm. That’s a no.
Soccer or basketball?: Still no.
Outside or indoors?: I like being inside.
blonde or brunette?: I’m a brunette.
Apples or oranges?: Orange juice?
Aol or yahoo?: Yahoo
Stars or moons?: I don’t get it.
People have you loved?: This would be a long long list. I have been blessed with many good people in my life and I hope I let them know that I appreciate them often enough. The relationship loves are Brian, Stephen, and Tom.
People have you kissed?: This is an obscene number.
Commandments have you broken?: I have stolen, I have coveted, I have worshiped graven images, I have dishonored my parents (but my father deserved it. Why doesn’t the Bible have provisions for abusive assholes?), I have worshiped other gods, I have taken the Lord’s name in vain (daily), I do not keep the Sabbath, I have lied. 8/10. I have yet to be married so I can’t have commited adultery, but give me time. I doubt I will ever murder someone.
Places have you lived in (for over 3 months)?: Oh good lord. Ardmore Oaklahoma, Dennison Texas. Everything else is California: Riverside, Los Gatos, Canyon Country, Whittier, Apple Valley, San Jose, Mountain View… I don’t feel like continuing. I have had more than 40 addresses.
Countries have you been to?: England, France, Australia.
Languages can you speak fluently?: English and I am supposed to become fluent in Spanish.
People are you talking to right now?: Ben is ignoring me, does that count?
Times have you been in a car today?: Once.
Different kinds of meat have you eaten?: Beef, veal, chicken, turkey, lamb, pork, venison. I think that is it.
Different kinds of liquor have you tasted?: Oh bloody hell. Vodka, Whiskey, Bourbons, lots of wines, I don’t know. Lots and lots of alcohol.
Jobs you have held?: 7?
Years of school have you attended?: I am up to 18 so far and I am registering for classes.
Shows have you been to this month?: I went to a few at Dickens Fair, Mona Lisa Smile… I think that is all.
Friends would you call “close”?: I suppose it depends on the value of close. I would call Anna, Alex, or Jaime crying in the middle of the night. There are many other people in my life who know most everything there is to know about me.
What’s a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?: I don’t think I have any fears that are special to me.
Is not Jon Stewart great?: Who?
What song are you listening to?: I have a great movie on: Get Real
Best face wash/acne fighting product?: I don’t know what the best one is, I rotate.
How loud do you sneeze?: Usually not very loud.
Do you like your handwriting?: I don’t like my handwriting at all. Even I can barely read it.
Ugliest color you’ve ever seen?: I find a great number of yellows to be very icki.
Does having matching socks matter to you?: Doesn’t it matter to everyone? 🙂
If you were in band, what would you call it?: “I don’t know” and the first album would be “Self-titled debut album.” –Inside joke from high school.
Last time you were on a plane?: September–going to Hawaii.
Have a digital camera?: Yes I do.
How big is your TV?: I don’t know, fairly large.
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?: I used to fall asleep every week watching the show. It was never really my thing.
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 2
Sex..good or bad?: Delightful.
Most annoying commercial ever?: I find basically every commercial horrible.
Lamest pick-up line ever?: My mind is blank.
Dumbest song ever?: I couldn’t pick one to be the dumbest, I get irritated easily.
Worst way to die?: Burning alive
Who’s the funniest comedian?: Bill Cosby
Ever been in a car accident?: Fender benders
Ever had braces?: It was debated, but no.
Do you know HTML?: Not yet, it is a goal for next term.
What’s the most useless class in school?: Well, statistics was utterly useless to me.
Best Jones Soda flavor?: Vanilla
Something you collect?: Movies
Something you wish would die?: That stupid plant in the back yard.

New Years sort of meme

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1. What did you do in 2003 that you’d never done before?
Went to Europe and Hawaii.

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I tend not to make them. I have hopes, but I don’t remember them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My brothers wife did! Yay!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not this year.

5. What countries did you visit?
France and England

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
Good health.

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
The day I was diagnosed with HPV because I instantly thought I was dirty and untouchable forever.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I graduated from college.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not applying for SJSU for the fall in a timely fashion. Stupid insecurities.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Plane tickets to Europe.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Tom has been supportive through so many issues this year that it is almost unbelieveable.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Only this one asshole who doesn’t bear mentioning.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Doctor bills.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Discovering dancing and knowing that it is something I very much want to do.

16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
No idea.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
I don’t know. Some things are better and some things aren’t as good. I’m further along with planning for my life and that makes me very happy.

18. Thinner or fatter?
Thinner. Yay me!

19. Richer or poorer?
Poorer.

20. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Sex.

21. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Be depressed.

22. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my partners family before going to see friends.

23. Did you fall in love in 2003?
I’ve loved my baby for longer. I fell into like within the last month though. Hm.

24. How many one night stands?
None

25. What was your favourite TV programme?
ER or Law and Order CI

26. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
I don’t believe so.

27. What was the best book you read?
I’ve read so many! I’m not sure I found a best this year.

28. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Celtic music, and I may get into more Classical because of dancing.

29. What did you want and get?
I’m now poly.

30. What did you want and not get?
I wanted to be further along in my education, but I got scared and so I’m not.

31. What was your favourite film of this year?
Finding Nemo

32. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I had dinner with several of the most wonderful people in the world for my 22nd birthday.

33. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Having Tom ask me. But I’ll deal.

34. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
School marm

35. What kept you sane?
Knowing that people love me.

36. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
None.

37. What political issue stirred you the most?
Oh I’m not into politics enough. I’m glad that Arnold was elected.

38. Who did you miss?
I miss many people for strange reasons.

39. Who was the best new person you met?
New person. Hmm. Probably Jill.

40. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
I can ‘just get over’ some things.

41. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Not to be cheesy:
I Used To Hide In A Party Crowd
Bottled Up Inside
Feeling So Left Out

Standing In A Corner Wearing Concrete Shoes
With My Frozen Smile
And My Lighted Fuse

Now Every Time I Start To Feel Like That
I Roll My Heart Out Like A Welcome Mat

Oh Watch Me Go
I’m A Happy Girl
Everybody Knows
That The Sweetest Thing You’ll Ever See
In The Whole Wide World
Is A Happy Girl

I like it.

Lemming sort of thing.

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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love — anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you’d like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don’t even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Someone asked me to put something here.

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Nick: uhm, boot_slut duh
RL Name: Lenora is real.
Nicknames: My family has several for me that I’m not going to put here. I don’t think any of my friends have a nickname for me.
E-mail: boot_slut AT bigrock.com (spammers grab stuff that is written properly)
Age: 22
Birthday: 9/10/80
Astrological stuff: Virgo, and it pretty much fits.
Sex: Girlish
Orientation: Bi-something. At least according to the girls I sleep with.
Kink factor: Confused for now. I’ve been actively part of the kink community for 3 1/2 years mostly in a Master/slave relationship. But that didn’t quite pan out. So I’m still trying to figure this out.
Height: 5’6″ ok, fine! 5’5 1/2″
Weight: low 160’s and still falling. The goal is around 145. Hm. We’ll see.
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Brown and super curly and longer than it has ever been. It covers my shoulder blades these days. Rather bizarre.
Hats/Hat size: Uhm what? There are sizes? I think I technically have a few hats shoved in a drawer somewhere…
Clothes: I’m a clothes horse and I’m ok with that. I have lots of costumes: Snow White, Dorothy, Winnie-the-Pooh, full army gear. I spend most of my time in loose long dresses looking very conservative. Then I dig out my latex or leather. What a dichotomy.
Shoes/shoe size: 8 1/2-9 depending on brand. I have so many shoes I can’t name them all. I now own 6 or 7 pairs of heels that are 5″. Many pairs of 3″-4″ heels. Lots of boots. Oh, and a couple of pairs of flat oxfords. And every girl should have Mary Janes.
Jewelery: Most of the time I wear what my partner puts on my neck if anything and one bracelet. Usually the chain maille bracelet he gave me. All of my body piercings have rejected so I think that is a hint.
Bodyart: None to speak of.
Sports: I think not.
Music: Primarily country. But my taste is fairly eclectic, lots of 80’s, pop, electronica, chant music, and select heavier rock.
Books: I’m an english major, I can’t list just a few books I like.
Poets: I’ve never been much for poetry.
Hobbies: Reading, going to the gym (my ass has gotten smaller for a reason), making our house a happy place for my partner, making people happy, and I spend a lot of time on my partners hobbies.
IRC ppl I have met: Pretty much the whole #bdsm-sfbay channel.
Current relationships: Define relationships. I have one long-term partner and many friends with occasional benefits.
Past Relationships: Stephen. I loved him a lot but we just weren’t right for each other. I dated other guys in high school but none for long enough to be worth mentioning.
Amory: Mainly monogamous but flexible.
Alcohol: Not much. I am a social drinker and I don’t socialize with many people who drink so I just don’t do it.
Purity: On the 500 question one: 27.2% pure and I don’t think it going down much because I don’t do drugs and I haven’t had sex in that many unusual places. Hm.
Outness: I’m pretty out. But I have to crawl back in the closet.
TV: Unfortunately a lot because my partner likes TV. Law & Order (all three, but CI is my favorite), Third Watch, ER, The Practice, Boston Public, I think there are more but I can’t remember.
Job: I’m a volunteer right now.
Places lived: Too long of a list to go through. The places I have been the longest have been Los Gatos, Bakersfield, Apple Valley, Canyon Country, San Jose, Mountain View–all in California. And Dennison Texas and Ardmore Oklahoma.
Favorite places: I like my house. I really do. But I loved Sydney. Disneyland.
Education: I have a bachelors in English from CSU Hayward and I’m going to be working on a masters in English and a teaching credential.
Family: Large and not so large.
Loves: My wonderful partner, my family, my friends.
Pets: Our lovely little Puff.
Plants: I’m trying to kill the ones in the backyard but they aren’t dead yet.
Favourite Foods: Top Ramen. 🙂 Thai food, Italian, Indian, Irish, Chinese… I”m flexible.
Favorite color/s: Pink! But I like most colors.