I’m trying to stay distracted. I cried the first day and I don’t really want to spend all my time crying. In lots of way the relationship has been morphing for a long time and this isn’t really that big of a change. In other ways this is the most catastrophic thing that has happened to me in the past 5 years. Breaking up with Stephen was nothing. Finding out about the HPV was nothing. God. I never thought I would say that. Perspective is everything.
I love him very much. I hope he will always be one of my closest friends.
Now I get to go make dinner for our anniversary. Wow. This is really fucked up. But yet ok.
Thank you all for your love and support. I appreciate it more than I can express. I have learned that more people care about me than I knew. Not a bad thing to find out.
I kind of feel like I tuned in to the middle of a movie, but I think I can extrapolate. I’m sorry to hear about your emotional pain. The web doesn’t yet have a MIME type for hugs, but feel free to collect one in person at your next, or any, opportunity.
{hugs}
If you’re at the Observatory tomorrow, I’ll deliver them in person.
*hugs*
it’s sad to leave someone you love… even if you know it’s best for them.
it’s going to be rough, but good luck.
You’ve got a hug coming from me. You can collect it on Friday!
I’m spending today catching up on old LJ, so I’m in that same, walked in in the middle of hte movie thing as the guy above. But I think I get it.
Lots and lots of hugs. I would have been offering support earlier. If you ever need to talk, cry on a shoulder, pray together, you know how to find me.