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my dream
I’m a young geeky boy (earlierin the dream I was the girl flirting with him.) Throgh my own frustration I manage to toss my streo down the side of a hill. I seem to live in the moutains, but they must not be the mountains I grew up in because I don’t recognize the vegetation. I started going down the hill to see if I could find the stereo and it just went down and down and down. Eventually I reach a room. It is a small room with a connected chamber below. I can see water in a channel along one side of the room (when I walk in it is on my left.) The water is in a beautifully tiled/stoned channel. I follow the water to the connected chamber and find an enormous pool that is also tiled beautifully. I say tiled, but it looks very primitive and it isn’t modern tile. I notice how the water is low in the lower chamber right now but it seems like it might go all the way to the ceiling…
I don’t know why, but I ask God to mak the water rise. Immidiately you can *see* the water rising really quickly. I start clamoring out of the chamber quickly. Right then a bunch of my male friends and the girl I love wande rinto the top room. They start taking their clothes off intending to go into the water because the climb down the hill was hot and dusty. I have to basically drag them out one by one because they don’t seem to be able to see the water rising. I push them all the way up the hill. The next day that side of the mountain is an enormous river.
I don’t understand.
To do
Laundry (in progress)
Clean up my apartment (how come it is so easy to make a space this small messy?!)
Do dishes (I am not going to fall behind again!)
Grade papers
Cook something interesting for the coming week.
Dance!
Flirt with cute boys and girls. Think about getting laid.
Not horrible.
Maybe I don’t suck that much…
Today I was pondering the review that I need to do with my students and I was feeling pretty bad that I didn’t teach them that much…
I have a list a page long of concepts and skills we have gone over. That’s not bad…
Thanks Rob
In 2006, you will have greatest success if you approach every experience as a student. Your ability to experience happiness will expand if you re-ignite your love of learning and become perpetually ablaze with curiosity. You know that old expression, “When the student is ready, the teacher will appear”? I suggest you make yourself ready, because a crucial teacher is or will soon be in your vicinity. Here’s another key piece of advice, courtesy of J. Bronowski: “It is important that students bring a certain ragamuffin, barefoot irreverence to their studies; they are not here to worship what is known, but to question it.”
Funny considering I just decided to continue school for all of 2006. And didn’t I use the exact phrase, “love of learning”?!?!!?
I wonder who the teacher will be….
Ahhh, and school resumes
I have a pile of papers to grade that is probably 4″ thick. That is a rather intimidating height, let me tell you. I have ~130 so far and I am getting 30-some more on Friday. I better get started.
I really want that asshole transfered out of my class. I hate him and he hates me. Just go. I can’t get rid of him for 5 more class days. I want to cry. I will find a way to survive his attitude though. I have faith in myself.
My kids were totally out of control today and hyper. AHHHH I actually smacked one kid (he and I are buddies) but it didn’t settle him down. The juniors are pissy and whiny about the final project and the seniors are ecstatic. I’m telling you–it is impossible to predict these little shit heads.
I’m glad to be back. I have a purpose again. Yay for corrupting the youth of America!!!
I’m a big dork.
I can’t believe that I am an adult and when someone asks me to justify my authority in giving them a command I tell them:
“And you have to cause I’m the Princess and I say so.”
I need to get a life…
Question.
It just popped into my brain to wonder why I should be single. I’m not saying that I am going to hook up with the next asshole on craigslist to avoid the fate, but why is it a should? I don’t get it.
I’ve been told dozens of times that I should be single for a while. Why?
Brainstorming future plans
I still haven’t decided what I want to do about my masters. If I actually go for broke and try to finish in one semester I am going to want to commit suicide by mid way through and that is probably not worth it. I have to take three classes, but the fourth one would be brutal.
{the short list} cuddling
I make the assumption that this is not going to yield results but nothing ventured nothing gained.
Would anyone be interesting in coming over and snuggling? I’m not up for more driving after the 350 miles I have done in the past 4 days but human contact would be really nice.
NY Resolution sheepage
Post a New Year’s resolution that you think I should do. Then post this in your own LJ, and see what resolutions people think you should do.
I tried to enable anonymous posting. I don’t know if it worked so do so at your own risk… 😉
(Not that it is easy to offend me. Suggest away.)
A show to get drunk to.
London Fogcutter, episode 8. That is the reason for my hangover.
I forgot to post this
You may ask me three questions, no matter how personal or strange, and I will answer them honestly. However, if you ask, you must repost this in your journal so others may ask you…
weird
My cat slept near the head of the bed.
No, you don’t understand… she doesn’t do that. She sleeps at the foot of the bed cause she doesn’t like to be touched. This is weird…
Random shit
Disneyland is still cool.
First dates… are interesting.
Still not up for sex even though I am crawling the walls.
I went to the gym and I am proud of myself.
I haven’t made one itty bitty movement towards cleaning my apartment.
I have food now.
Tomorrow I have three netflix movies to send back.
My cat is hella clingy.
My family sucks even more than usual.
I am really drunk.
I told Puppy that he is an elitist piece of shit tonight.
I am tired of planes.
I am really tired and uninterested in sleeping for some strange reason… I think I am going to lose that battle in the next 10 minutes though.
I missed country music.
Zzzzzzzzz
sleep.
I love my friends.
ahhhhh
Want to post about the delicious time I had in New York. But… must pack and sleep… I have to be awake in 5 hours so that I can go jump on another damn plane.
(I almost want to complain only I feel so freakin jet-set and awesome and special.) Tomorrow at this time, I am very likely to still be in Disneyland…
My life, it does not suck.
Quoteable
“People who don’t come with baggage aren’t planning to stay very long.”
-Tim.
Happy Holidays.
My holidays just got a hair happier when the last week and the next week were already spifftacular.
I’ve had a couple of mood slumps and weird stuff going on in my head, but I’m fighting to keep the cheerfulness. My Christmas should be absolutely rockin and I am looking forward to it more than I can express.
I have caught up on almost all of the 350 back emails I had to go through. I think I have 5 left.
I have enjoyed the time with Julia, even though I am a slug and not very entertaining. I have spent too much time online. I am looking at the time as brain de-frag. I am pretty caught up on sleep and that is awesome.
I get to trot down to NYC tomorrow and see two lovely, wonderful people. I am excited!
On Friday when I get back I am going to go see Rent with Julia and her boyfriend. That will be fun. 🙂 Then I get up early in the morning and run off to the airport!
On Saturday I fly to LA and go to DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will still be at Disneyland on Sunday and Monday!!!!!!!!
I fly home on Tuesday. I have papers to grade. Heh.
I’m pretty happy right now.
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I see you.
I see how much I scare you and how much you have been hurt.
I don’t know why you are talking to me or if you will continue talking to me.
Are you going to run away and hide?
You said that you can talk to me because it isn’t scary–but I’m about as scary as they come.I see how much you want yet are afraid to ask for.
I don’t know why you have been afraid to ask before and I don’t know if I will understand.
Are you going to hide inside your head and refuse to be part of the world?
You said that you can talk to me because it isn’t serious–but I’m about as serious as they come.
I don’t know why you are talking to me or if you will continue talking to me.
Are you going to run away and hide?
You said that you can talk to me because it isn’t scary–but I’m about as scary as they come.I see how much you want yet are afraid to ask for.
I don’t know why you have been afraid to ask before and I don’t know if I will understand.
Are you going to hide inside your head and refuse to be part of the world?
You said that you can talk to me because it isn’t serious–but I’m about as serious as they come.
Why are you doing this to me? How do you think you or I will benefit?
I don’t want to be hurt anymore. I’m done.
If you just want to hurt me—go away.
I really don’t need another opportunity for growth right now.
I’m still dealing with the growing pains from the last growth spurt.
I see what you want, but I don’t believe you.
Maybe I am deluding myself–I don’t know.
I see what I want, but I don’t believe in possibilities.
Maybe I am hurting myself by not hoping–I don’t know.
But I see you.