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Paper done and it doesn’t suck.

Jobs lined up for the next two weeks. Huzzah!

Stories critiqued for class.

Hot tub soakage.

Good chats.

It has been a good day. Will I be up for Death Guild after class? Woof. We’ll see…

Outing at work?

Dood! Oh my goodness. I was archiving one of my pervy mailing lists (I have to have something to do when I’m bored) and I noticed a last name…. Hmm. That rings a bell. It is an odd last name… think about it… OH MY GOD That’s the last name of the person who calls me to assign jobs. Ut oh… I think that is her husbands first name!! Oh wait, he includes his phone number in his emails… Pick up the phone and scan through caller ID… DUDE!!! It is the same number!!!

I’m tweakin now.

Now it is time for another verse of… It’s a Small World After All….

No wonder she grins at me funny when I run into her at the school… Maybe she recognizes me! This is going to bug me forever.

That name one.

Krissy: You are most of the people I have known in my lifetime.
Kristine: You are a teacher that I have never become close to or I met you in a formal work environment.
Kris: You are my brother. I don’t know for the life of me why he persists in calling me Kris. I am not a Kris.
Lenora: You know me through the scene.
Kiss-Kiss: You are my mother and you are trying to suck up cause you want something.
Krisco: You are my sister. (Think Popeye movie.)
Lena: You met me during a short period when I was in high school.
boot_slut: You know me via IRC.
techiegoth: You have been emailing me for more than 3 years.
stageauntie42: AIM people
Justine: You know about my real journal. 🙂
One: You are my primary partner.

See Jenny, now you know all of my names. 🙂

Cause I’ve been downer girl for a few days, I figure I should let ya’ll know that I’m feeling better. I have a pretty good life right now. I have wonderful friends who are willing to be a shoulder for me when I need it. I have a partner who thinks I’m the greatest thing. Thank you all. I love you and appreciate you.

Since it has come up more than once lately….

I have HPV. Yup, an STD. It sucks. People get to make their own decisions about how they want to treat me based on knowing that I have it. Some sources of information on HPV can be found at:
http://www.ashastd.org/hpvccrc/index.html
http://www.cdc.gov/std/HPV/STDFact-HPV.htm
http://www.cdc.gov/std

From the information I have found, and what I have been told by doctor type people my understanding is that if you have it you have it. Catching a new strain is rare and unlikely. If someone has reason to believe otherwise, please tell me I would appreciate all additional information.

And now the end of our public service announcement.

Masturbating truly is one of god’s gifts. Read some good porn (yay Pat Califia) and masturbate for a while and somehow, the ability to write dirty stuff returns. I think getting some sleep helped as well. Lets see if I manage to finish now! 🙂

Odd night

The dance tonight had a very different vibe than normal. I only missed one or two dances that I wanted to be in, which is very cool. Many of the people I look forward to seeing weren’t there though so I felt sad. I danced with more unfamiliar people than I have in a while.

I came home in a good mood all set to write something sexy and interesting. Then I started talking to someone I am very interested in. He is debating whether it is a good idea to have sex with me or not. He has HPV as well, but a different strain, one that is not cancer producing. The strain I have is cancer producing as evidenced by my surgery last summer. He isn’t sure he wants to take the risk of sleeping with me. Which is totally valid and ok for him. But I really hate my body right now because of it. I’m doing the dance back and forth between hating my body and by extention my entire self and trying to believe that I’m not a bad person just because I have been exposed to a virus that is actually very common.

I’m pretty freakin young to have so much of my life to look forward to loathing my body. I don’t know how to deal with this situation. I want to tell him that it is entirely his decision how comfortable he is with what level of risk. I have actually told him that. Now I feel horrible because he is trying to decide what level of potential contamination he wants. I want to cry and scream and mutilate. An ok but not great evening just went straight into the crapper.

I’ve been posting more stuff friends only. If you think you would like to see my friends only stuff, and you think I would be ok with you seeing it–buzz me somewhere and ask. Some of you might see stuff that bugs you, feel free to ask me to take you out of a filter.